Do I dare, try to piece together
So much left unspoken, so much left undone
Do I dare, tell myself the stories
Make my own connections where there may be none?
Do I dare keep myself awake
Let my heart ask questions and let my mind run?
When I look back, will I have clarity
Will I account for these living days of purgatory?
Do I dare look you in the eye
Ask for reassurance in the reasons I've found
Do I dare try to be demanding
Lead the way to understanding of how it could sound
Do I dare risk the disappointment
My fragile world constructed and let you tear it down?
When I look back, will there be regret
Or courage to catch lightning that hasn't struck me yet?
Do I dare tell you how I'm feeling
Would it be too revealing of the secrets I tell?
Do I dare keep it to myself - corrode my mental health
And stay on the carousel?
Or do I dare let go of the thread
Relinquish all the dread and walk out of hell?
Do I dare take the counsel of a friend
Leave the film before the end
Quit the travelling show?
Do I dare do the best for me
Let it rest and let it be
And I'll never know.
Do I dare never to know?
credits
from I don't understand,
released March 3, 2016
Written & recorded by zx85
Cello by Fiona Bellamy
The new album from Brooklyn band Guiding Light features atmospheric covers of Leonard Cohen & Nirvana alongside stirring originals. Bandcamp New & Notable Oct 25, 2020